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Assalamualaikum.

Rasa sedih. Mungkin sebab hati berkeladak seperti kata Prof. Muhaya.
I don't know what should i do right now. I am feeling so sad towards somebody. Then, i really hate someone. Maybe i can't accept this person for the rest of my life. I am 24 y/o but i'm still crying. Because i really miss you, my dear father. I miss you so much.

I don't know. Sometimes i described myself as antisocial but not the extreme one. Maybe because the person around me always make fun of me. I am fat woman. Suddenly i remembered during my cousin's wedding, many people told me that i looking big. Then one of the my family asking me why i'm looking so big. She was smiling to me. Since i am not a talkative one, i'm smiling at her/him too. Inside my heart, only Allah knows how much i don't like what her/him said to me. HEARTBROKEN. 

Is it a crime when somebody looking so fat or chubby ? ? ?